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Sometimes, the truth just hurts.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

sick and tired.. tat's it..


enuff is ienuff.. i had enuff of e "it's her fault.." "she shouldnt think this way.." "he's not in e wrong.. it's ok for him to do this and it's NOT ok for u to say tat.." y is it always ME hu's in e wrong.. y muz i always carry e I'M E EVIL ONE signage.. i hate my life now.. cos it's routine and borin.. i hate my life now.. cos der's no one special in it.. but i hate my life even more when e word RELATIONSHIP pops by and ruins everything i have..

i have a good fren once. but guess i'm gonna loose (her) soon. i have a peaceful life once... but (he) came into e world e word relationship did.. and soon everything's at it's wrong end..

she started to get defensive when we talk bout problems involvin him.. and soon i got tired of explainin wad i think and how i feel.. drift is e word i'll use.. we started to drift apart.. or am i e only one with e wilful thought tat we'll be frens with a "special" written before e word "frens".. maybe i'm being selfish.. but i seriously kinda think i'm e only one puttin in effort tryin to maintain it.. .. .. maybe it's time for me to stop.. i'm tired.. reali tired..

yes.. a big blank.. tat's how i descride my future.. tired of explainin tired of tryin.. i fear "males" more and more.. it's lyk everyday i find a new reason to drift away from dem.. and day by day i find a new reason to fear dem.. and i realise... i'm goin to my end soon.. it's seems tat no matter how hard i try.. how long have passed.. my world still crumbles slowly lyk a cookie.. i'm reali tired... history repeatin itself.. gettin e same old thing again and again... juz when will it ever end.. i nid to start a new.. i noe wad i want... and i guess it isnt time yet.. i'm tired...

i hate wei yang.. for he seems to be able to see through me.. see through my thoughts. he noes how i feel.. and he seems to be e only one hu understands and noes.. i mite noe alot of ppl.. but he's e only one tat truely noes how i feel.. i hate e feelin tat he actuali sees through (nearly) wadeva i'm thinkin.. but at e same time i'm glad.. glad tat i neo him.. glad tat he's my fren.. but still.. i love him for being a great fren.. thanks yang...

and i realise shu mei seems to be e one i share most of my stuff with.. lol she's nice... i love ya.. =]

and though i seldom talk to wendy nowadays please TAKE CARE of ur weak puny lil body.. lol..

and last of all.. i stlll feel touch from my dad's actions.. and ya... mayb a lil from my mum and a tinsy lil bit from my family..

anyway.. i'm tired..

real tired...


midori-tea



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