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Sometimes, the truth just hurts.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

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damn funny.. went out wit alicia today.. haha we have quite alot of fun la.. lol.. were jokin and talkin crap all e way.. we went to CK Tang to visit zul.. cos he's leavin soon.. bought he's irritatin mango red tea la.. alicia was reali nice to company me walk all e way to far east to get it..

hm... i didnt realise wad i did until alicia told me.. sorry alicia.. =[[ she's reali reali nice...

hm.. wad else.. lol too many things to say.. but i'm damn tired.. and e weather is perfect for a snuggly sleep.. hehe.. hmm.......

ok i think i'm too tired so wad i type here is not reali linked.. anway.. juz feel lyk sayin out wad i feel..

maybe bcos i was once hurt deeply.. so i'm veri damaged inside.. though no one could tell but yes.. my wound still exist... it doesnt hurt anymore.. but e scar scares me... it brings fear.. i was able to let go and move on.. with e help of new environment.. new frens, old ffrens and many many ppl...after i met this perfect brotherly idol.. my confidence in mixin with new guy frens grew.. cos he convinced me in an unseen way.. tat not all man are e same.. but after i noe tat he ever betrayed a veri someone hu loved him e most.. it kind of triggered e fear or so called phobia tat's been buried deep inside me.. nw.. i don trust guys.. only those hu i've known for years.. e rest... ..... .....

so no matter how hard he try.. i'll nv belong to anyone.. no matter how hard he try.. it'll nv work.. i belong to no one but myself.. i'll go to my sisters or frens when dey nid me.. cos dey are hu tat made me strong..

it'll nv work... (thanks to alicia's idea.. haha.. i manage to not show this msg so INTENTIONALLY.. lol..)

midori tea-



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