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Sometimes, the truth just hurts.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

stuck


stuck in e middle of no where.. tried takin e 1st step.. but after a few steps of movin forward.. i realise.. i'm lost again.. i dono which path to take.. which direction to go which future to face... where should i head.. totali lost.. if onli there's a directory of life.. movin on is much much much harder den being said.. wonder if he's del & block me off.. shld i do e same? but one thing i'm sure of is.. although it ended in a pretty bad way.. but do everything reali hav to be in such a disasterous state? i noe tat's not wad i wan;.. kinda bored.. if onli someone special wit a kind of special glow.. steps in.. guide me along.. to e future or e endin tat i had always dreamt of.. even if it's e faintest glow.. it reali is suffocatin when u're all alone in e darkness.. i'll be grateful even with it's only a candle wick wit a small faint light.. it's amazing how tat lil light can giv u warmth and guide ur path; tryin to let everything fade away.. do wad i should do.. den slowly one day when i wake up.. i'll be ok even if my frens or anything around me brings back e memories with him.. i wont mind anymore.. i wont feel sad anymore.. but right now.. i'm still workin on it.. but even e slightest thing can reali bring up my thoughts.. my brain's kinda cramp up now.. reali don wanna think so much.. it's occupyin space in my brain.. my brain cell's workin in e wrong way.. -tired- i jux wanna find back my old self.. e one hu goes on and on rattlin in this blog about contact lenses meltin in ur eyes and all those shit.. e old self tat make funny or rather stupid entries tat make ppl luff..


when all fades away.. i'll be a better person with a brand new day...



LOVE JAS. 23:43