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Sometimes, the truth just hurts.

Friday, August 11, 2006

abandon?


alot's been happenin lately.. didn hav time to update.. or rather didn wan to.. haven been online for ages.. due to some dumb stuff.. "TAT THING" happened quite long ago.. it's been.. hmm.. lets see.. 3 weeks and 5 days.. e 1st week i couldnt stand up.. all i knew or could do was to cry.. kinda dumb.. =\ 2nd week manage to stop e tears but still it'll flow once awhile.. 3rd week tears kinda stopped.. but e pain of os remains.. 5th day.. tears dried up.. memories flooded my mind.. tried to stop thinkin of anything but studies.. but.. didn manage to do so.. =.= but through out i did find alot of true frens..dey encouraged me or rather "force" me to pick myself up.. haha.. hm.. well der's gugu.. benji and wendy's one of erm.. eh.. although she said more of e "faster study! no time liao! now august le!" den comfortin me? haha den der's berdine kinda a miracle tat we could still talk.. oh well.. hm.. she did give mi advices which is ususally e other way round? den marco.. lesley oso.. haha oh ya and hokan(mic) hm... hu else.. lol vann's gonna hear me out soon.. wonder wad she'll say? =.= der's reali alot of ppl tat's been both pushin and pullin me up when i refuse to stand.. doin some stupid things to stop me from thinkin of all these.. (those hu noe pls don say it here.. i wan it to remain discreet.. =) ty) oh ya and der's yan.. too many ppl for me to mention le.. i said i'll wait.. wait till tat day.. but.. am i still waitin? seriously i'm kinda confuse now.. dono wad i'm thinkin.. dono my mood o.o kinda lame.. dono wad to do either.. but berdine lyk to tell me.."don worry.. wad goes around comes around" ya.. but will it reali? but to me i onli noe ONE thing.. some one up der hates me.. ALOT.. *looks up in e sky* damn i'm bored.. mayb i'll do another update soon.. startin to pick up =) don worry guys.. thanks for all ur support and help i love u guys! xD hehe(er abit weird.. ah.. wad e heck hu cares.. x))



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