was that neccessary????

this post goes to everyone tat ade me snap includin e bitch ass sales gal at hula & co and e freakin faggot sales at HMV.. schools been a lil hectic.. i'm afraid i still cant catch up. and guess wad.. i still have to prepare for my exams soon. be alil understandin pls? ... everyone's been to a school don tell me it's not tat hard. don tell me it cant be tat stressful. cos we're in bloody diff schs.. don vent u anger on me. i haven done anything to u. neither did i vent my anger on u.. i don deserve e attitude u're showin me. u're not e only one havin a bad day, u're not e only one havin problems with ur life.. don tell me u've had a hard time with ur family. mine mite not be as bad as ur's but yes i have my own family conflicts to! don tell me u have a bloody bad day with e customers a whole day, i don expect u to surf me with a smile but i don expect u to serve me with a black ass attitude either. i paid for e bloody dress so i don expect u to throw in on e counter so tat it slides of e table top and falls to e ground.. if i wan a rag i would juz buy it from some stupid wet market or i can juz ask u for a pair of bloody sissors to cut holes in it or step on it with a pair of muddy shoes; and for e ass up faggot, we wont have to ask u for enquires if we can clear them on my own. u wont be hired if der isnt any need to serve cust with a professional attitude.. ur face sucks ur attitude sucks ur service suck even more. maybe u otta look in e damn mirror and see how ugly it look when u're doing tat...
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yes perhaps i broke a few promises on callin 'laopo.. but i seriously don mean it. either i get too caught up with sch work and forget bout it or i'm too tired to stay awake on e phone.. i seriously don mean to neglect u. so please please stop sayin "got bf liao forget fren.." i didnt.. everynow and den i would mention u either to classmates or him.. if i've forgotten bout u completely i wouldnt even mention ur name or drop u smses now and den.. i'm reali lackin of time.. too much task on hand yet i don have enuff time. it's not tat i don wanna try. both of us are out of job and i'm reali freakin broke.. until i get a source of income it's hard for me to ask u out.
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i'm reali tired.. no one bothers to try yet one gets e blame. one tries ways to get green mints to give fren a suprise yet not understand. one could not pioritize on work, fren, sch and bf. one gets mistaken. wad am i to do.....

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